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Dream Journal: November 27, 2012

Dream Journal: November 27, 2012

I’ve always meant to post this, even before I decided to do the Dream Journal series on my blog. It just felt very odd and unusual, and I’ve always held back on it since the artwork did leave a few people speechless or unsettled. Considering what I’ve dreamt in the past few years and recent events, I believe I’m comfortable to share this after sitting in my Drafts for almost 5 years.

This is one of the longest dream journals and breakdowns I’ve ever done so far, so please bear with me. I didn’t want to leave any stone unturned, and I call upon a lot of past experiences and memories. So maybe grab a coffee for this one.

Original Dream Date: November 27, 2012

I was in Randolph, living in apartment which had been renovated like Mass Effect. I somehow meet Yorina, and end up going to a hospital. I don’t know if this was because someone was hurt, but it could’ve been that she’d been called there.

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Dream Journal – October 2009

Dream Journal – October 2009

There aren’t a lot of dreams I remember from the first part of my life. A few of them are scatterbrained, a lot of them are more of a feeling than actually remembering a few details. This was one of them, and it turns out was a deep reflection on what was actually going on inside of me.

These specific dreams started after the summer of 2009. I’d get them about once a month, although in September I got them weekly. They continued all the way up to the spring of 2010. I believe I had it once in 2011, and a few times in 2012. I occasionally have this dream in varying degrees up to this day, but they’re very few and rare between.

The concept was simple. I’m either be in bed or by myself someplace, and my cell phone would ring. The Caller ID would show someone’s name that I’d know, and I’d just answer the phone. All but once there’s silence on the other end, and I’d wake up in real life vocally going “Hello?”

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Who Am I?

Who Am I?

My name's Janeil.

Welcome to my part of the galaxy.

Moonlight game dev, creative writer, sharing my personal experiences.