Yesterday I realized a lot of things. One of them was that autumn was really here.

It was chilly, the wind was blowing, and it was cold enough I considered a jacket. Some of the pumpkin plants had already died, and the only things that were left were other pumpkins, jalapeno peppers, okra, and a lettuce.

I discovered what I thought to be spinach turned out to be an echinacea flower. I was surprised. I had waited months and months to see what the “mystery plant” was, knowing it wasn’t a normal vegetable of some sort. I sense an object lesson but can’t seem to find it…probably need to reflect more.

So much time has passed…a lot of things have happened, but big picture wise, a lot of things just seem to revert back to normal, with a negative effect following. I found a written journal that I haven’t done anything with in 20 months. School assignments from Geography keep popping up here and there. Hair from my cosplay wig showed up last night…it’s all a reminder of the past four years of my life.

I’m in a reflective but regretful mood, but still looking what can be done, and how to leave to where I need to go…

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